Tides
thoughts leak their marrow in the silent room –
where are the shadows of the foretime dreams?
among the roots and branches of the gloom,
among the gleams of yesterday’s perfume,
where is the hope? what shallow salty streams
became its tomb?
when did my heart such bitterness befriend?
the lightness of my youth, where did it go?
how have I come to let my soul transcend
the gentle glow of innocence? to bend
the sense of love? and all the beauty, lo!
when did it end?
I’d close my eyes and let my thoughts come still
so all my turbid inner fret may clear,
for sieving sand against the wind, one will
beget but tears when all the dust will spill
within one’s eyes – but then again, I fear,
tears always fill
some corner of the tender grounds of past,
so what would be the point to dam their flow?!
while shadows linger, light may never last,
but even if the sky is overcast,
beyond the clouds, the sun will always glow
yet unsurpassed.
and while along my face the gall and doubt
are trickling free their bitter salt away,
within a stubborn tear a rainbow sprout
born from a ray of sunset, carries out
the seed of hope believed to be astray,
still strong and stout,
and now, though night is spreading to the fore,
so peaceful do the seconds crawl along!…
while tides will ever bathe my sandy shore,
it’s still their song that always keeps in soar
life’s carrousel, to which we all belong
forevermore.
© Liliana Negoi