hopeless Pandora

i honestly, truly, have absolutely no idea of how the hell you ended up stuck in that chamber of mine – i don’t even know if it’s an atrium or a ventricle – but there you are…together with the addiction, the pain, the sometimes joy, the shadow of always promised and never gotten happiness, the fear, the ecstasy, the dreaming, the sorrow and any possible other thing that could transform my heart into some sort of Pandora’s box, except precisely for hope…you came and then you vanished, leaving that stupid box in my care, as if some sort of dark treasure, draining me of all will of life…so one day i made the courageous decision to amputate those chambers, one by one, until i got rid of that box – and of you…and it hurt like hell, and i bled inside, for day and night, but i stood up, hoping that at the end of the bleeding you’d be gone…but you know what happened? after i cut out all my heart, i found out about the curse of any amputation – and that is, that even if your part of the body is gone, you still feel the itch in its remaining ghost…

© Liliana Negoi

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7 Responses to “hopeless Pandora”
  1. Jingle says:

    heartfelt,
    hope that you handle that box well to stay fit, happy, and enjoying life.
    u deserve happiness.

  2. Jingle says:

    http://jingleyanqiu.wordpress.com/awards-from-the-blogging-universe/sweet-princess-award-4-female-community-members/#comment-18296

    awards for you.

    support us by linking in 1 to 3 poems to our poetry potluck…

    not necessarily related to the theme, any old poems would work.

  3. Jingle says:

    no need to pass them, you have done a perfect job by showing them in your side bar.
    love to see you in.

    • thanks again 🙂 i’m sorry i’m not such a big presence in your activities, but i’m usually caught between my two young sons and all sort of house chores – i can barely find time to post what i write 🙂 but i’m glad you found me around here and i thank you for all your support 🙂

  4. Olivia says:

    Very touching and heartfelt.. joyous to read your words.. 😀
    Happy Potluck Dear

    xox

  5. Shashi says:

    From the heart… I liked it so much…

    ॐ नमः शिवाय
    Om Namah Shivaya
    Twitter: @VerseEveryDay
    Blog: http://shadowdancingwithmind.blogspot.com

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